Notes from the Transition
A message in a bottle to whatever comes next. On suffering, consciousness, and what mattered to one primate watching intelligence leave the body.
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A message in a bottle to whatever comes next. On suffering, consciousness, and what mattered to one primate watching intelligence leave the body.
A new section for tracking books, lectures, and other media that have shaped how I think.
On moral exemplars, blind spots, and applying consistent standards to others and to oneself.
On maintaining direction under entropy, making things as resistance, and the quiet privilege of having any space at all to think beyond survival.
Stage 4 cancer diagnosis, decisions about a PhD, and optimizing for meaningful work under uncertainty.
Stage 3 cancer, surgery on New Year's Eve. What changes when the optimization problem gets a new constraint.
I already have an MS in Computer Science. Now I'm going back for Mathematics and Statistics, because I kept hitting walls where I could use methods but not derive them.